Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Day 15 (Emailed on Facebook)

Two weeks 1 day... I have tried so hard not to contact you. I've tried to sit back, watch from a distance, and pretend that I'm ok, but Im not ok. I'm completely broken...I've tried everything I know to get you to at least hear me out, to get you to talk to me. You won't...I'm going steer crazy... it doesn't help that Aden just asked if ur coming home. Like 1000 times before, I told him no. He said where he at the store. I said no. he said yes he at the store he bought me gummy bears. and now he wants to go to the store to see pappy...
Keith what do I have to do to get you to understand how bad this is hurting us? That every moment you are gone makes me want to die? I don't want to live like this. I don't want to sit in our bed and miss you. I just want you to talk to me; even if it is online. I don't understand what it would hurt to try... Don't you even think about us? Don't you miss us?
I don't understand how u can walk away and not care after almost 7 years...

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